Written on Thursday, July 31, 2008 at 8:23 PM

Verbosity | Written by 【 Uniquely XC™ 】

Is there such a word? I asked myself amidst such chaos around my life. HRP, tests, CmPs, revisions, there is just so many things going on at the same, no time for a breather, no time to say: "thats too much, STOP!"
Much have happened since I lasted blogged, which was like ages away and being the last day of July, I shall recap on the subtle events and feelings experience the whole of this month

Subtleties of the month:
  1. Finalization of the trip canada
  2. Got a new phone
  3. Youth X'travaganza
  4. HCISO ExCo Lunch
  5. Choir Concert
  6. Chronicles of Strings:
  7. MGS Concert
  8. Racial Harmony Day
  9. A1 for Physics
  10. Test Week
I think that is about all.....
Now for the verbose ranting of the variety of feelings and thoughts that have affected me. To me, July is a disjointed period, with the days whizzing painful past me, leaving me dumbfounded and lost with the turbocharged speed of life. Everything is on fast forward, and there is simply no opportunity for me to stop and rethinking about my future.

Like a sailor lost at sea, I struggled to find my way through the sea to find my identity. knowing that time is at stake, I became desperate, trying frantically to reach shore, but I would never would. Life is an endless journey of troubles, torture and suffering. why cant life be something enjoyable..

Sometimes when I stare at myself in the mirror, I dont see me at all, what i see is a tired soul longing for belonging and a place to reside itself, you can say I am hate living this life anymore, but it is just that I have lost the meaning to it, somehow somewhere, I misplaced the piece of paper that states the meaning of life and am now desperately trying to retrieve it, knowing that I would never would...

Until, I find the piece of paper, I can never be happy, I can never be content and I can never be myself. Putting up a cheery and bright exterior is easy, but establishing something so abstract in me is something that I have no faith in, maybe Matthew is right, we need to believe in God, we need to have faith.... So.. the next you see me, see not my physical self, but the emotional individual hiding in my heart

Give me a break.

17days to go before Canada '08
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Written on Thursday, July 17, 2008 at 3:37 PM

VCH Concert | Written by 【 Uniquely XC™ 】

our last concert with the orchestra, so emotional. First of all, thanks for all who came down to support us, Akilan, Jason (Thanks for the flowers), Chen Xing, Hong De, Zhi Yi, Jun De, Gao Tian, did I miss out anyone?

There was a bit of problems here and there, but generally we played well, no very well. Thanks to our brilliant conductor, Mr Chan! Not to forget our teachers in charge, ms ting and mrs tay

On a more saddening tone, my 4 years in this big family has finally drawn to a close as we prepare for our 3rd August concert

HCISO '05-'08

Written on Friday, July 11, 2008 at 11:56 PM

The Dark Knight | Written by 【 Uniquely XC™ 】

Just realised I am going to the Gala Premiere of the Dark Knight on 15th July after receiving a pair of tickets from 987fm (again....). Unfortunately, I have a concert on this day so....I am giving it away!

Interested parties please approach me in person.