Written on Monday, December 28, 2009 at 11:54 PM

| Written by 【 Uniquely XC™ 】

Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice by coming back to Singapore. You know, before taking the flight back, I was really excited and stuff, excited that finally I can see my parents, excited that I can finally see my friends, excited that I can revisit places that I missed. However, such an empty excitement has imploded ever since I set foot on Singaporean. I do not know if it is the change in me, or is it the change in others and their expectations of me, but I feel that everyone is distant, not just friends but also family.

More disagreements with family members, more squabbles with friends over minor stuff, more frustration over not being able to schedule everything I want to do

This trip certainly has not turned out so well, that is not to say that everything turned out badly though, there are certainly some high points such as the class's Christmas party and all the movie outings etc, but why do I get the feeling that those are just facades, people are hiding feelings, obscuring their thoughts..

I dont know, maybe it is just me

I detest people who are unable to keep secrets, you know who you are

Written on Thursday, December 17, 2009 at 7:56 PM

Exam Results | Written by 【 Uniquely XC™ 】

I am posting this in the wee hours of the morning, but I am too excited to withheld this info. My exams results are OUT! 94% for english, 98% for math and 93% for bio, and an average of 95%, which is exactly what I set out to achieve in the first place XD Going to school to collect report cards later, which would show the marks in more detail I hope.

But certainly I am satisfied with the results so far :D

The time has finally come

Written on Saturday, December 12, 2009 at 9:55 PM

A new Skin | Written by 【 Uniquely XC™ 】

Under the recommendation of Juliana Ng Zhi Yuan, I have finally changed my blog skin and I must say it looks quite nice, a change from all the cuteness of the previous watermelon skin. I am now embracing the emo side of me XD

Exams are officially out!!!! I think I did my best and whatever the results, I am happy with what I have achieved. Now, it is 3 weeks of relaxation and fun before the turmoil of school starts again on 11 January 2010. Another new year, new dreams, new resolutions, new environment and certainly new people to meet and interact with. Certainly, I am looking forward to that and at the same time, look back to 2009 as a year filled with joy, excitement, despair, sadness and definitely something that is memorable. :D

A lot of things have been happening, good things actually, firstly, I managed to get a scholarship of 1125 CDN for next semester, which means I can take another course to boost my average up XD AND it counts for my university application Yippeeee! This definitely made my day during the exam period.

For now, it is back to work, I am TRYING to start looking at the stuff that I am learning next semester, Calculus and Vectors, Economics, Writer's craft and Chemistry.

Finally, the end is near

Written on Thursday, December 03, 2009 at 6:15 AM

Monthly post | Written by 【 Uniquely XC™ 】

On gosh, my blog is becoming really dead, it has been like a month since I last posted and I must say a lot of things have passed and I am now feeling really lost and pissed off actually..... changed my blog skin to the one in my other dead blog, cant be bothered to search through the millions of skins out there for a nice one, so here you go FOR NOW

Exams are coming in around 1 week and I havent really started revising much at all, ARGH, I have a feeling that I am going to screwed, and my marks are sliding for english and I have only manage to increase my pathetic bio marks by a little bit, like 1 or 2%. Math is the only one holding steady at 97%, which I must say, I am impressed with myself, but I should not be proud, continue to work hard for the last stretch.

It has been one semester since I came to Columbia International College and I must say I have kinda of gotten used to the place here, made a bunch of friends and learnt a lot of new things. I think I am in a third space, stuck between the realms of my past and the aspiring future in front of me....this coupled with exam stress really makes for a bad combo + I am starting to develop a sore throat from drinking too much hot chocolate (It is such a nice feeling esp in the cold day like everyday in Canada).

It is really hard to imagine tmr I would get my uni application pin number, I AM GOING TO UNI, it is like so fast lor, I still imagine myself a year ago, innocent and childish. It all looks so distant, I seem to be like a completely different me. I dont know if other people see the change, but I think what matters is that I feel more grown up and more confident to take up the challenges that await me in the future.

Still looking forward....