Written on Thursday, December 03, 2009 at 6:15 AM

Monthly post | Written by 【 Uniquely XC™ 】

On gosh, my blog is becoming really dead, it has been like a month since I last posted and I must say a lot of things have passed and I am now feeling really lost and pissed off actually..... changed my blog skin to the one in my other dead blog, cant be bothered to search through the millions of skins out there for a nice one, so here you go FOR NOW

Exams are coming in around 1 week and I havent really started revising much at all, ARGH, I have a feeling that I am going to screwed, and my marks are sliding for english and I have only manage to increase my pathetic bio marks by a little bit, like 1 or 2%. Math is the only one holding steady at 97%, which I must say, I am impressed with myself, but I should not be proud, continue to work hard for the last stretch.

It has been one semester since I came to Columbia International College and I must say I have kinda of gotten used to the place here, made a bunch of friends and learnt a lot of new things. I think I am in a third space, stuck between the realms of my past and the aspiring future in front of me....this coupled with exam stress really makes for a bad combo + I am starting to develop a sore throat from drinking too much hot chocolate (It is such a nice feeling esp in the cold day like everyday in Canada).

It is really hard to imagine tmr I would get my uni application pin number, I AM GOING TO UNI, it is like so fast lor, I still imagine myself a year ago, innocent and childish. It all looks so distant, I seem to be like a completely different me. I dont know if other people see the change, but I think what matters is that I feel more grown up and more confident to take up the challenges that await me in the future.

Still looking forward....