Written on Monday, December 28, 2009 at 11:54 PM

| Written by 【 Uniquely XC™ 】

Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice by coming back to Singapore. You know, before taking the flight back, I was really excited and stuff, excited that finally I can see my parents, excited that I can finally see my friends, excited that I can revisit places that I missed. However, such an empty excitement has imploded ever since I set foot on Singaporean. I do not know if it is the change in me, or is it the change in others and their expectations of me, but I feel that everyone is distant, not just friends but also family.

More disagreements with family members, more squabbles with friends over minor stuff, more frustration over not being able to schedule everything I want to do

This trip certainly has not turned out so well, that is not to say that everything turned out badly though, there are certainly some high points such as the class's Christmas party and all the movie outings etc, but why do I get the feeling that those are just facades, people are hiding feelings, obscuring their thoughts..

I dont know, maybe it is just me

I detest people who are unable to keep secrets, you know who you are